‘She was a healing music to my monotonous soul, amidst darkness I had found heaven, home in her’
Three months back, An overcrowded hall and how only her eyes caught my attention there was something magical about her dazzling eyes which spoke so much, how can someone look so beautiful in a black attire, a beautiful smile on her face and how she caught my attention and looked at me ( Maybe because I was staring at her for last fifteen minutes) and how she blushed but turned her face and got engaged in giggling and gossiping with her bunch of friends.
Maybe an attraction or infatuation for her but I was overwhelmed by my own feelings for the first time in my life, as it was love at first sight for me.
Her one smile and it seemed like my whole world has lit up again and my soul has reignited again.
I mustered up courage and walked towards her.
With time how we became friends, or maybe more than friends and less than lovers, from unknown to known in such a short span of time and the journey started of late night gossips and giggles.
The first time I held her hands I knew this was the girl for whom I was waiting for.
I had never fallen so much for a girl in my entire life but there was something about her, about her eyes and smile which was melting my heart away. She taught me to re live and re-love again in midst of hell.
Days went on, months passed on, and now I was sure about my unexpressed emotions and unsaid words but I was unsure about her feelings so I finally decided to make a move and propose her.
How glad I was while buying a white gown for her, which will add her to beauty making her the most beautiful bride, or imagining her as the most beautiful ‘MY’ wife, on the way to her home, I bought a ring and bouquet of red roses and a whirlpool of emotions were racing through my mind as I was heading towards her home.
Will it ruin my friendship? Or will it lead us to oceans of love ?my insane heart wondered insanely
But as I reached, I could see a big black lock hanging on the front gate. My body was filled with intense fear.
Was it fear of losing her? Had I lost her now ?
After intriguing from neighbors nobody knew the whereabouts of her. A week passed on and she was untraced, I had sleepless nights and there was no response from her side making me more anxious and curious. Hopelessly and worthless, days kept on passing on.
A month passed on, I was getting ready for office and suddenly my phone rang at eight in the morning, and I received a call from an unknown number and I got a hunch that it was her. Yes it was her, a call from police station stating me that they have found her, as this time of point no one could be happier than me. My happiness was beyond limitations and I start gasping heavily with happiness. I picked up the same white gown which was hanging in my closet for the last one month, and hurriedly drove my car toward police station.
As I reached, shockingly I saw her lying on the floor wrapped in a white cloth, my life halted, still her eyes mesmerize me, there was something about it, yes a grief, and a pain behind her smile that I could never read as she had attempted suicide. She lies here forever and now I lie next to her forever and as we lay in each others arms till eternity ” a tear rolled down his mother’s cheek as she closes his diary which had their memories.